Well in kindergarden i was bullied by 2 girls, They had a lot of friends. I was a bit jealous I guess, I did whatever they told me to because I wanted to be with them. I didnt hang around with them always though, I had 2 firends, both boys. we always had a lot of fun and they treated me with respect. After a while i started to despise girls all together because girls never liked me. I wanted to be a boy, so I ended up acting like one. one day at grade 2 I left the school leaving behind my 2 best friends. I was homeschooled for 5 years. i never saw anyone else other than my family.
In grade 7 i was brought into my first school in a long time, it was a christain private school. It was rough and i was very naive. I never understood people, I only worked and i didnt make the greatest friends. I only worked on my homework and spent time by myself, I never counted on anyone. I moved to another school again, it was a school in my town. I was still naive and I knew people would be very different than in a private school. I knew I had to deal with it. things didnt work out in the end though. I never smiled or cried because i was used to being alone and left behind, and people thought i was mean due to my uncheerful face. during the summer I spend a lot of time thinking about my life and what my future would be. I wanted to be a super hero so that I could help people but I gave that up later on.......in grade 9 it was pretty much the same. until grade 10 came along. i started opening up a little bit, I made about 5 friends, we always hung in the band room talking about anything. I was kind of the person to overhear the conversation but i tried to join in from time to time. grade 11 was pretty good, I kept opening up bit by bit I was feeling comfortable now ^^ at the graduation all my grade 12 friends left. i didnt have many friends left but I knew it would be ok. grade 12 (now) after many years of pain and doubt I have finally gotten over what has happened in the past and now I see a bright future. I know I can make it if I have my head held up high........
~The End
i was telling a friend this but i might as well share it. T_T dont you dare call me Emo
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characters to do for: *AngelicAdonis
Regan
Gilthanis
~xXBrandonluvaXx - Hatsune Miku
~BAD-91 - sonic couple stuff
~Giajinn - me and Him
~sonicpeach - old and New Daisy
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anime list:
Naruto
Shackugan no shana.
Haruhi Suzumiya
Girls Bravo
Prism Ark
Zero No Tsukaima
Amaenaideyo!!
Asu No Yoichi!
DearS
Hanaukyou Maid Tai
Kimi Ga Aruji De Shitsuji Ga Ore De
Kampfer
Kanokon
Sekirei
To Love-Ru
Yumeria
Negima!
Love Hina
Kyo Kara Maoh! (yaoi)
Yumeria
fruits basket
Kin'iro No Chord: Primo Passo
Fushigi Yuugi
shugi fugi
Tonagura!
Iketeru Futari
Inukami!
Kemeko Deluxe!
Kore Ga Watashi No Goshujin-sama
Macademi Wasshoi!
To Love-Ru
Saber Marionette J